Whoops sorry, Ms. B! I teach studentsyou know, young people? Their whole lives, they have received copious awards and accolades just for playing NOT for excelling so its no wonder kids have come to expect an A because I tried. But sometimes a D paper is just a D, which doesnt necessarily mean that Johnny has an evil teacher. These students treat me like I am less than human. Where? It means he might not have written a perfect paper. Check out more posts from Teacher Misery all about Coping with this tough profession. Its no wonder teachers find themselves struggling with the profession. I dont want to do this anymore. February 22, 2020 10:55am. The system is breaking, and educators are scattering to avoid the inevitable crushing debris when it all comes crumbling down. Thank you for reading, Susan! Teach them to earn things, not demand things. The goals of getting on the tenure track and working toward your pension start early on. I was a difficult student. What were the reasons that led me to leave the classroom? and last updated 4:19 AM, Mar 01, 2023. I appreciate your comment, your kindness, and your readership! 7. This is brilliant And these are most of the reasons I dont want to teach anymoreeven though Im so good at it. I wont get hired as a regular teacher anyway, and I dont want to still be doing this ten years from now. I, however, am not healthy. We always remembered you fondly! Oh, I definitely agree, Lynette: it was so disorienting to feel like I couldnt call myself a teacher anymore. On 2): my kids come home from school and then they fight over who goes to bathroom first. I dont want to do this anymore. I miss it every single day. Somehow, I was blessed with a windfall of a bank account I didnt know I had, set up by my grandparents when I was a kid. I was too old to go to medical school, Im now getting my MSW and will be an LCSW/LMSW soon. Tell me, Melissa, tell meI wasnt the greatest teacher in the world, but I was darn good one. Good call. You chose this profession, dont like it, Quit. Scott says hi and he feels really bad that you werent able to finish the year. Aprecious few retired with a full career in their rearview but, But everything else? Other people with good intentions telling you what an amazing teacher you are and that you cant leave the kids doesnt help. Itsyour name on thatdoor, after all, so you must be the boss. Truth be told, I had no idea what I was doingever. Hi Heather! "You know, after all, that you are in the midst of transitions, and you wished for nothing so much as to change." You speak for every frustrated teacher out there. Enjoy all those precious moments with your family! Some solutions. To be around children in the US in accepted ways, you have to not only agree to change them but to do it in permanently damaging ways. Your day does not resemble that of a typical white-collar professional. [1] 2 View it as a lesson. Students are privileged and we have to live with it. Sorry, but did you read the article? If you know changing grades, schools, or districts wouldnt help (or youve already tried that), its a good sign its time to go.Related: Thinking of Leaving Teaching? It doesnt help the teaching guilt when coworkers and loved ones (usually unintentionally) add pressure by focusing on teaching being a calling instead of a career that they have the choice to walk away from. Wow, you have depicted everything Ive gone and been going through. I was lied to. Im sick. I wish I hadnt given up my corporate job, but I was burned out. Thanks for taking the time to write this article. 2006: The studentswondered about the answers, pondered the possibilities together, bounced ideas back and forth. But even brand new teachers can tell: the view looks a whole lot different from behind the podium. She gave me another huge hug as I was headed out the door. Were encouraged to aspire to reach our professional goals, and the head recognises our strengths and encourages us to use them. I hate the teachers who refer to their students as their "children" (and as a parent, if my son's teacher ever does that, I'll chew them out, he already has two excellent parents). The climate is different. Had not those dedicated educators grit their teeth and persisted and worked so very hard to make their classes interesting I dont know where I would be now. Teacher shortage? Updated. what career ouside the classroom is right for you? When I got my first teaching job, I was still student teaching. I pick my battles and unfortunately I see no realistic way of helping Johnny whos reading at the 2nd grade level but in 8th grade nor do I see a reason for helping Mike whose in 8th grade but reading at the HS level. They deserve the magic of a captivatingstory. I am not that fluffy, peppy elementary teacher who believes that love solves all, nor am I that hardcore middle school teacher who looks like they like beating their husband while wearing black leather, in their spare time. It breaks my heart that these teachers believe the only solution to their frustration is to leave the profession entirely. As a teacher, you know it is exceptionally easy to fool kids into thinking you are following the prescribed curriculum even when you are not, that way if they are ever asked by an administrator, it will appear like your doing what you are supposed to be. This idea that test scores actually have something to do with teacher competence? To join our mailing list, click here. So nice of you, Shawn. The come backs make everything worth it. I know how to push my way through the muck of our politically driven, ill-informed, and unrealistic goal setting public school system. You get it. I have moments where I want to leave the profession, yet, I cannot fathom doing anything else. Some people put a timeline on it, knowing they will leave if things dont get better after X years. Elsewhere, in an entirely different part of the country, a ninth-grade teacher-friend of mine was askedto abandon anyeducationalmath gamesand make more of an effort to spoon-feed, please.English teachers look onhelplessly as more and more works of fiction areplucked from the curriculum and replaced by fact-driven nonfiction. Kimberly Masi, a teacher at Leonetti Elementary School, was charged with aggravated sexual assault of a child. All hope is pretty much lost. The kids are great and I will miss them when I leave. Ive learned something out here in real-job land. A lot of teachers get caught up in this sense of stability and a lifelong plan. These stressed-to-the-max, ready-to-quiteducators keep finding their way to my blog, and its sort of weird becauseIve never written a post about that. Rate each of them on a scale of 1-5 (5 being the most important, 1 being least) and then add up each side. It is tying shoelaces and distributing Band-Aids. Its no wonder you dont want to do this anymore. The Stockton Police Department said that a teacher at George Lincoln Mosher Elementary School was arrested on Friday afternoon. I never taught another class. I was given a tour of the school which was a newer building with plenty of amenities including 1:1 technology. So true. They would all probably take different approaches to it. If you would just get on board with the, GET ON BOARD? At school, wed been under intense pressure to get more children to expected levels to show the school was improving and were always on edge thanks to drop-in observations. I jus loved this article. I will say, having you as a teacher in the very beginning of your teaching career was special. Will I Make More Than My Teacher Salary in a New Position. I also work at an alternative high school. Really? In reality, the ways my kids learned (which spiked their assessment scores) didnt feel or look like school, because they were things five-year-olds could relate to, like making letters from playdough and writing with fingers in shaving cream. I have lost the passion, the drive, the desire. I cant tell you how many times I heard, But, Daphne! And its nothing new. :MUST SHARE. Despite these challenges, many teachers continue to push themselves above and beyond rather than seriously considering quitting. You are given 3, 4, or maybe 5 different types of classes to teach because you can handle all the extra preparation. I feel sorry for the little ones, but I cant do this anymore. I have been teaching for 17 years and turned my resignation in last week. I am not that fluffy, peppy elementary teacher who believes that love solves all, nor am I that . 3. Eerie how when I passed this on to friends, they thought it was me. 2. Thank you. How are the educators soBRAINLESSS? They are not allowed to draw other than to respond to questions and are expected to read non fiction and respond to comprehension questions. Please, just once, believe me when I say this job is difficult and exhausting. If teaching isnt what you thought it would be or you simply need a change, its okay to move on. During a fire drill theyll remind you to take your roster. Five year olds forced to understand that they are in the low group because they cant read fluently and they can improve by reading more..when in actuality they are developmentally not able to meet some of these standards without yelling and punishing and forcing. 1. Complete paperwork and other job-related tasks during the actual work day, Mostpeoplehave lights in their home, but that doesnt make themelectricians. The fact is though that education is run by governments, and it is way too simple to have that many people try to influence it. Please, let's allow them to play! Truly. Its been a great part of my career, Angela., Yeah, well, right now, as much as I have loved teachingI wish that Id gone to medical school like Id planned.. So thats okay, Im going into corporate and its great waaaay easier and less pressure. I see my job as a K8 music teacher as a way for them to express themselves healthily. Another factor is that after 7-9yrs in the field many districts dont honor your additional years of experience so you lose money in the pay scale when you switch school districts. I know that I changed a bunch of lives and I love that, but to this day, and yes I did participate in #redfored wholeheartedly, I dont believe anything will change in AZ education. Again, its far from a one-size-fits-all scenario. Leaving a tenured position or giving up that pension only adds to the stigma and guilt of leaving. I went on my first interview yesterday and I will find out tomorrow if theyre extending an offer. The average person changes careers 12 times in their lifetime. Parents are the boss of you. Youre about to, obliquely tell me that those test scores need to come up, or elseeven if I have to teach to the thing., Ohwell, no, not like that. I love the curriculum I designed from scratch. That way, you wind up getting the nicer kids assigned to your homeroom. I hope some of your former teachers stumble upon this comment and recognize your name! Angela was there, waiting to let me into the school and into my room. I knew this school is what I was looking for and teaching there has been an amazing experience, a year and a half in. I didn't leave the profession in my first five years. They are warm and generous and responsible. Everyone needs to read it. This is the last thing in the WORLD I want to do, but I absolutely have to have the money. It seems like only so much can be done. We can only hope that wiser and more knowledgeable heads making the decisions will prevail. The fact is that we would probably take different approaches to it as well if our hands werent tied by whatever new initiative some government type has just come up with to justify his job. Its important to really weigh to pros and cons of your situation. How wonderful to hear from you, Joyce! If I could spend less time documenting everything in a way that someone else finds useful, and less time ensuring that I can prove that every last moment of each lesson has taken place in the way that I described it would at the beginning, then everyone might get a little bit more out of the experience. Since there are more defiant and indifferent students than there are compliant and driven students in each classroom, I cannot adequately teach. And I think making that kind of comparison, especially given the amount of hard data about the demographic differences in our classes ought to clue you into the fact that youre comparing apples and oranges. This is my advice. I had seen 5 teachers in my building suffer hear attacks, and that fate was awaiting me. But I hate this notion that teachers (especially elementary school teachers, like myself) have to be upbeat, smiling, and loving all the damn time. My children DO try. Every moment of every day is planned for us. But I might argue that our job is also to challenge our students withsomething new and, to this generation, technology is not new. I was still basking in the glow of this momentthe kind of moment that real teachers live forwhen I was called into the big bosss office. In fact, I would wager that your life is better due to people who didnt quit because they didnt like something. They pointed it out and pushed for change. Im sure youre doing wonderful things. Great guy, hard-assed. Staying for the kids is what I did for the last 5 years. Which educatorswill potentially sacrifice their own careers to guidethe students who work hard for a D+? Period. In my 50s, I found a new career with a major corporation. Too many politicians who disservice us, too many parents who have much more things on their minds ( immigration issues) Id still be teaching at Alhambra High School to this day if it wasnt for the damn school board, testing, and the state. Have you thought about what you need in a teaching job, and went and looked for it? The kids are terrible. Its the students plight, too! Then, take out all of the teacher-specific language. Watching the shyest student in your class, the one who, But if these are the reasons you might leave, here is the reason you might stay: the kids, man. I was 39 and with 3 small children . Dont fight the system but just ignore it and do what you want. Would I be a teacher all over again? Second, teachers feel guilty about their decision to leave the classroom. I think we do not stress the importance of finding the right school for teachers. Theres no magic answer here. I remember being the new kid in your class moving is tough, and Ive always appreciated how welcoming you were during that transition. Unfortunately, all the other issues shadowed over my ability to continue to be a good teacher. As long as Ive given the kids a good day and they learned something, I feel like Ive accomplished something. As the Digital Teacher Librarian I see so much spent on technology and I always feel conflicted. Editor's Note: If you enjoyed this article, please become a Patreon supporter by clicking here. Why cant we just be humane in what we expect of tiny people and their teachers? Six, seven, eight hours a day, ever since preschool, everyone has seen this job, so everyone is allowed to have an opinion. I love all the new pics of your little man. I feel the same. 25 years of teaching with all the low pay and high stress. This one is tricky. Everyone thinks they know how to do your job. I pray my next school is better. It is hearing from studentsten years after graduation, because they just thought you should know it was your Spanishclass that made them want to study abroad, your passion for sciencethat ledto a major in biochemistry, your quiet encouragement during their dark daysthat convinced them to keep coming to school in the first place. I dont teach data; I teach kids. The fear of facing rejection when applying for roles while battling low career self-esteem leads you to believe that it will never happen for you. I saw that the teachers had the freedom to teach cool electives or build a garden. And whats worse, the education system is forcing the children into that world. 10 Phonics-Building Activities for Teaching and Practicing K-2 Literacy Skills 25 Must-Have Classroom Cleaning Supplies (Trust Us, You Need These!) A couple months after my 55th birthday, in December of 2014, I retired after 26.61 years of service to the state and 30 years of faking college teaching. It's like being in a cult. I understand the internal battle! Im always interested in hearing about the teachers plight today, about teachers leaving the profession and why, and in particular, about their experiences with technology in the schools (how much they did the teacher embrace and how much was forced down from the school, from vendors, and/or the school district). At the interview, I felt very welcomed and supported. Because teaching is such a niche profession, Ive found that many teachers dont realize the value their experience can bring to positions outside of the classroom. I know it sounds a bit grand to call it your career right now, but you do have the write stuff for making a go of it!! The kids. Im done. You are given the toughest students because you can handle them. Now the girls wear bras and low slung leggings or spaghetti strap midriff baring shirts. Teacher guilt is very, very real and can be very, very powerful. They add up the points based on that framework and if you get those points, then youre an exceptional teacher. We still are frozen in this hierarchical/ caste system. I wish you the best of luck in this next stage! Im still in disbelief that Ive got to this point, considering where I was before. Please keep in touch! However, after a lot of research, planning, and applying, I landed my dream role as an educational consultant. Im Michigan, born and bred. Amazing. I talked to the principal who told me my classroom was my world and he would never tell me how to run my world. Maybe well both find our way back to the classroom one day! Im a new teacher (only year 4) and Im already starting to feel burned out. It really made my day, but when I am taking my first education class for the MA I find it boring. People punch these thingsinto Google, and Google sends them here, because algorithms are strange, enigmatic beasts that I will never fully understand. STOP IT. Please note: This sub is not representative of all teachers, or teaching as a whole. Youre article was shared on Facebook by an educator whom I knew from Middle School. If you have questions about the sub, please use modmail. My girlfriend has been teaching classes of 40 kids for 10 years now and were both done. I really am curious why you dont take your own advice and suck it up butter cup, get a teaching degree, and get this cush job that everybody would die to have. The parents are absent. Thank you for this article. So sad. But if these are the reasons you might leave, here is the reason you might stay: the kids, man. Yes, some of the most brilliant kids Ive ever met loved my class. Despite being a scrappy, hard working, strong willed woman, Im not sure I can make it. Whats stopping you?! You ARE until you CANT anymore. Left to their own devices, the kids will be the first to tell you: Yeah, I totally forgot about that assignment. I hated it just as much as I always thought I would. If video learning worked, teachers wouldnt be in the classroom anymore! After that, you must waste utilize class time implementing said goals and initiatives, and then you must spend more prep timeand Sunday nights writing reports toprovehow well you implemented them. This is my first year. Im more naturally introverted and reserved and I'm sorry I don't act like your idea of the picture-perfect teacher. From kids who are tired of failing, and this is their last chance to graduate before the state kicks them out of a public school. Now what? As I passed prime hiring age, I shifted my sights to cruising to retirement because early retirement was the only thing I wanted from that job, the only advantage I had over any other worker. Having to supply teach a class of 20-30 students with low ability and extremely poor attitudes is already just about causing me a nervous breakdown. Well, that just made my whole weekend (and made me tear up). Disrespect from administration blaming me for not locking my classroom (I still dont have keys, incidentally). Does it help me when I struggle to get out of bed each morning and wonder if I even care anymore? They have the Im just a teacher mentality. But in the meantime, I sure hope corporate America starts treating you better. Thanks for such an insightful comment, Brenda especially love the part about the pendulum. Youll have valuable experiences and skills to use to boost your career self-esteem whenever you find yourself saying, Why would anyone want to hire me?. When sheran her first Toddler Turkey Trot lastNovember,the people in charge asked if I wanted to buy her a medal. Each year, there isadifferent set of goals to accomplish some you set yourself, and some that have almost nothingto do with your specific classroom environment and it is up to you to prove youve met them. Whether its feeling bad about leaving the students or adding more work to the plate of their co-workers, teachers often succumb to this guilt and put the needs of others ahead of their own. Public schools are teaching our children to hate America. The current job scope that I have includes that aspect and teaching as well and I find that it is really hard to give both the time it deserves. Now I have been reduced to robotically reading my script for both reading and math. You feel guilty for imagining a different path for yourself. Challenging students, prickly parents, crushing paperwork: They all go with the territory, and contribute to a level of attrition among special educators that is said to be much higher than that of. Michelle Johnson, 52, was on campus grounds intoxicated and in . I had to confront a parent who had come on campus with her adult daughter to talk to a girl her other daughter had a dispute with. I missed the students terribly, so I started teaching part-time at the community college level. Ive never hated a job more, to be totally honest. Nothing can replace the experience of being physically present in a classroom and engaging in discussion with ones peers. As a former teacher, I understand everything you wrote and agree completely with you. I hope things are going well! I, like many teachers, have to look ourselves in the mirror each day and know that we did what we thought was best. The lowest 10% earn less than $37,780, and the highest 10% earn more than $95,270. Honey, little Johnny was licking the floors eight weeks ago before summer break started and he will still be licking them when he comes back next week. I dont want to do it. Im finishing up my 37th year of teaching at the elementary level; 7 years as a bilingual teacher in California and 30 years in Michigan. I am fed up with being a substitute teacher especially now with COVID. 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